I only started school again today. I'm not very sociable (in fact I hate large groups of people), so I don't have friends or people to trust and talk to.
Our school isn't bad, well the teachers/staff are pretty cool, but everyone's the same in my opinion. From ages 4-18 there are only about 180, actually we'd be lucky to have that many. My school can't really offer many after school activities, or in school ones for that matter. We have a few sports offered, choir, and that student council thing. ALL the students listen to either, rap, or pop, so I really don't fit in (not that I ever cared). I'm constantly avoided/ignored/feared which is really stupid because I've been stuck with most of these people since day one of my school days and not once did I do anything to hurt them. They think because I look/act different, I should be something to fear. Pretty crappy. Although I suppose it doesn't help that I just dyed my hair green.
I don't like the other girls in my class, they can't be seperated, it's like they're attached at the hip! They move around in pack's, but worst of all my only "friend" tries really hard to fit in with them. That really sucks for me, whenever we have a school assembly or something she always tries to stand with them and be apart of the group. Only thing is, they don't really like her. In reality, neither do I. We hang out only to keep ourselves from being bored during recess, in her mind, better to be bored with me, than be bored and alone. I don't think she likes me either, hopefully though she's sick of me and my anti-social behaviour, because she can be a real two faced jerk. Please don't feel bad for her and think she doesn't have friends, she could if she wasn't always:
1) making fun of/ starting rumors about/ or bragging to/ her only "friend" (me) and pretty much everyone else.
2) really whiney and always has something to complain about, she'll complain to anyone and everyone.
3) I had a thrid one but now I can't remember what it was.
Although she's really annoying, she's also the only one that actually talk's to me (besides the overly friendly people that talk to everyone). And she's not ALWAYS bad I guess.
I'm WAY off topic, and I'm sorry, I sound like I'm being whiney myself don't I? Again sorry.
Basicly my tiny school, and everyone in it, sucks, big time. Just 3 more years ^_^
Sorry for the long post, just needed to get some things off my mind.