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[KERFUFFLE]

Yes! And I'm in a good mood because on of Simon's X Factor acts finally got the boot =D

His arms tightened around her and he sniffled, trying to clear the tears before he spoke again. "I feel so.. so.. useless. What kind of a boyfriend and father am I when I can't do anything to protect my girlfriend and our child?" he said, his voice a harsh whisper. "I'm so sorry, Sadie.. But it's mindless to think I can't allow myself to get hurt to protect you.. But I won't allow you to give yourself up.. I can't eat, sleep, breathe.. Live without you."

 

[Bunny_grl07]

xD what act was it?

Sadie said, "If you get hurt, I'll go crazy with grief. You know that. I'm a frail, weak human. It's survival of the fittest. You're meant to survive. I have a feeling... that I'm not." She looked up at him now, still super emotional. The tears streamed down her cheeks. "I just want to spend the rest of my days with you. Even if they are numbered."

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Jamie. He wasn't the worst (Jedward are, I hate them with a passion. You won't believe this. It was Queen night. So they did Under Pressure. But ohno, not the Queen verion. The freaking Vanilla Ice version!!), but Simon's being so biased lately!

"No.. That's not true. You're meant to be with me. Forever." He took her face in one hand gently, gazing down at her with tearful eyes. "If your days are numbered because you're a human, then allow me to change your fate.." he said to her.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Ew, Vanilla Ice version? That's stupid! That's blasphemy against Queen!

"Brandon.... I want to wait until the time is right. I want to be a human for as long as I can, before the time comes," she replied, her voice shaking violently. "I never thought I would say that... but I've realized the joys of being human. Having children, having those human urges of the need to breathe, the need of life-- I've learned to cherish them." She started sobbing gain, and averted her eyes from his. She didn't want him to see that her heart was breaking before his eyes.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Exactly! And even when they 'sang' the chorus the backing vocals drowned them out.

They sang Ghostbusters last week, for Pete's sake! Where's the singing in that.

"I know.. I can see you do.. I didn't mean it has to be now.. Just.. I wanted to let you know I would when you wanted and you needed me to.." Brandon told her, running his fingers through her hair to keep him concerntrating on something to stop the tears from flowing. He paused. "Or maybe you shouldn't be a vampire at all.. Maybe what you need is a normal life away from monsters like me. All of this-- it's my fault. This is all happening to you because of me." He looked down at the bedsheets, and the sobs came again.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

What!? lol. They are not a win. they are a fail.

Sadie said, "Brandon, if you ever say that again, it will kill me. You know that. It's killing me that you even said it in the first place. Brandon, a life away from you isn't a life at all. It's a death sentence. How could I live without you?" She started bawling at this point. "Please, don't leave me!" She wasn't whole without him. She was broken, she needed him to keep her together. "Please, I'm sorry, if I've ever made you mad at me, or hurt your feelings, just please don't leave me! I'll do anything to keep you, anything!"

 

[KERFUFFLE]

And yet, when they could have been voted out, they weren't because Simon was too scared that Lucie would win, so he voted her out instead.

Brandon hugged her more tightly, rubbing her back with one hand to try and comfort her, to tell her this was one thing didn't need to worry about, in nothing else. "Sadie.. If I leave you where else am I going to go?.. No place can make me feel that my life is worth living unless I know you'll be there with me," he told her. "You never made me mad and you never hurt me. I'm only hurt for you, because you shouldn't have to worry about any of this.. But you do.. And it isn't fair."

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Was Lucie good?

Sadie said, between sobs, "Brandon, we both knew, when we fell in love, that things would never be 100% easy. We knew that... that... there would be difficulties. But I wouldn't change a day of my life with you, not now, not ever. I wouldn't give up having a child with you, I wouldn't give up any of the troubles we're facing. I need you, I love you, and I always will. Without you, I wouldn't be able to survive." She looked up at him, still sobbing uncontrollably.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

One of the best, definitely. She was actually tipped to win.

He tried wiping away some of her falling tears with his thumb. Even when she was crying her eyes out she looked so beautiful to him. "I'll never leave you. I never could, never would want to. I love you, Sadie, with all my heart, and I'd die without you," he said. "And now we're having a child. And I won't lie to you, I'm scared, but there's nothing I won't do to make sure, in nine months time, all of us-- you, me, and baby are all there."

 

[Bunny_grl07]

It makes me mad when the best people get voted off of shows. It's stupid.

Sadie buried her face in his chest, trying to calm down. "Brandon, I love you." She eventually calmed down enough to pull away slightly, and kiss him. The fear that he could end up not being in her life was all consuming, to her. She would do everything she could, to keep him alive, and safe. Even if it meant risking her own well being.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Yeah, me too. People just love to vote in the bad people. They forget that they're ending someone with pontential's dream just because the public want to laugh at someone who's awful.

"I love you, too, Sadie," Brandon whispered. He kissed her tenderly. There was no smiling against her lips as he usually did--not that he wasn't happy that she'd calmed down, or that she was kissing him. He was, of course--, but he held her against him tightly, kissing her as if it would be the last time he could truly tell her how much he loved her.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Like a couple years ago, when people kept voting for Sanjaya in American Idol. He was okay-- but people who were better than him got booted off the show WAY before he did. It was so stupid.

Sadie pulled him closer, kissing him passionately. It felt like her life was becoming a movie-- a dark one. But for her, she didn't feel the hope for a happy ending anymore. Inside, she was preparing to shut herself down, she was readying herself for death. Because, if Brandon died, she knew what she would do. She would take her own life. But if she had the chance, to stop the blow from reaching Brandon, she was ready to step in the way, regardless of what he might say or do.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Exactly. I also thought the whole 'Adam's gay and Jewish' thing was just harsh last season. He's simply one of the best singers I've heard in a very, very long time.

Brandon wondered if she'd ever realised that her standing in the way to keep him from death was simply pointless. He, too, would take his life-- he had no reason to live if he wasn't with her. There was a tension in the kiss, despite the undeniable passion, that they'd never experienced before, and he was just filled with worry by it.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

I didn't watch last season, unfortunately. But I haven't heard one bad thing about his music. People just keep trashing him. Seriously, they need to back off.

Sadie pulled away eventually, unable to even look at him. "Your life would have been so much simpler if you hadn't met me. You could have lived out your eternity in happiness, without the hindrance of a stupid human girl." She buried her face in her hands, sobbing once more. "I've ruined your life! I'm sorry! Please, don't resent me, don't hate me."

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Even my friends, who haven't even heard him sing say such mean things about him.

It would be fair to compare him to a modern day Freddie Mercury (well, noone will ever be as great as him), but a lot of things about them are very alike.

Brandon looked upset again. He sighed heavily. "When will it ever occur to you that you were the best thing that ever happened to me, Sadie? I could never love another the same way, and noone could ever make me feel the way you do.. I could never hate you, only love you.." he told her, holding her tightly. "And my eternity in happiness was always meant to be spent with you." He tilted her head up to look at him. "Don't talk about it like this is the end.."

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Really? Explain that to me. I don't really know much about either artist, to be honest.

Sadie stared up at him silently, before she finally gained enough composure to murmur, "Anyone else would hate the pain I've brought you... I'll always feel guilty, I'll always apologize for it. But I want you to know, that no matter what, I will love you. Until the end of my days." She brought her hands to his face, pulling it close, and kissing him passionately. She knew, if he reached out his mind, he would find all of the words she couldn't say, all of the feelings for him she couldn't put into words, ever. He would find everything she wanted him to know, all at once.

Suddenly, she whispered, "My blood... take some. Please. At least I know.. if you do.. that... that part of me will always be inside you."

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Well, music-wise, they both have big voices, they suit to all kinds of genres, but a lot of people said they'd both be best at musical theatre. They can both be pretty outrageous with what they wear. They're also both gay, and quite contoversial figures for their sexuality. Adam being the first openly gay contestant on Idol, Freddie died fairly young of AIDs.. Things like that, I suppose.

"What is pain when all the love and happiness you've brought me means so much more than that? And there is no end of your days. You and I are forever, literally. I mean that." He kissed her back equally passionately. He hesitated before lowering his lips to her neck, but he knew he could stay in control. He pierced the same spot as he had the last time he'd taken her blood and their minds were instantly connected. He opened his completely, free for her to explore.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Ohhh, I see. Well, in the end, it's artists like them that end up being remembered the most. Not little pop stars with no substance.

She let him in completely, something that she didn't do very often, simply because he told her he didn't want to be able to read her all of the time. Everything in his mind she could think too. It was overwhelming, taking in everything he was worrying about, feeling, fretting over. She held him close, not wanting the moment to stop. It felt amazing, knowing that he was ever present in her mind, becoming a part of her conscience.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Very true

This time was much different to the last. There was nothing kept behind closed doors anymore. He didn't want her to just be seeing all the things he was worried about.. He wanted her to feel that moment when he could tell she was pregnant.. How he felt about her, starting from the day they met until now-- that undying, undenying love for her that was the biggest part of him.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Seriously, a lot of the stars of the current era probably won't be remembered twenty years from now.

Sadie closed her eyes, feeling like she almost wasn't a part of her own self anymore, but that she was merely her soul, merely her spirit. She felt as if her life had no limitations, that she was everything, and nothing, all at once. And she felt every ounce of the joy-- which wasn't even half of what it truly was-- that he had felt, through all of his time knowing her. And she reciprocated what she wanted him to know: her complete trust in him, her whole adoration of him, the fact that what he was made him even more amazing to her. The longing she felt for him when he touched her, the desire to be with him forever.