Silver Mist Wolf Pack

[.::Le:.:Cheshire:.:Chat::.]

"I do not believe in creating ties to people. Such things are foolish and simply mess with one's judgement and work. I live only to work with herbs and medicine. Nothing more. I do not live to fall in love and mate or maybe even have pups. I am not lonely this way, though. I am content living like this." He explained, licking the paste off his paw. "The swelling should lower by tomorrow. Do not walk on it."

 

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Chloe looked at him skeptically. "You don't ever long for someone to love you? Someone to cuddle up next to and share your life with?" Chloe did not understand why anyone would truly think this way and had a hard time believing him. "You don't at least want a good friend?"

 

[.::Le:.:Cheshire:.:Chat::.]

"Why would I?" He rhetorically asked, "Such things do not heal one's wounds. It simply deepens the psychological wounds."

 

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"I don't think so Aire. A true friend is there to support you and help you get through the tough times in life. Not make them worse," Chloe spoke softly. "Have you had bad experiences with others in the past Aire? Forgive me if I'm getting too personal."

 

[.::Le:.:Cheshire:.:Chat::.]

"Just shut up." He snapped, his fur standing on end, "You have no right to try to change my beliefs and ask such questions."

 

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"Hey!" Chloe growled. "I'm getting tired of your disrespectful attitude! Don't talk to me like that again," Chloe warned. "You're stepping out of line again Aire. I'm trying to be patient with you. Please show me some respect. I'm only trying to talk to you." Chloe glared at him.

 

[.::Le:.:Cheshire:.:Chat::.]

"Well what if I do not want to talk? Try seeing things from my eyes. If you want my respect, then earn it. I do not go around throwing respect about." He spat, pulling his lips back to show his teeth before he turned and bound away, too angry to stay. He didn't want to go into a physical rage and damage the herbs he just collected.

 

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"I'm trying to see things from YOUR eyes," she screamed at him as he walked away. Anger filled within Chloe and she hobbled over to Svetlana. "Do you have any suggestions Svetlana? Why is he acting like this? He acts like I'm hurting him just simply trying have a conversation. He's so disrespectful and it takes all I have not to just rip him apart. He says I have to earn his respect like I've personally done something to him." Chloe growled. "I guess I should just leave him alone. I've never been treated in such a way. You'd think he'd be very grateful to me for even letting him into Silver Mist . . . please forgive me for putting all of this onto you Svet. I just need someone to blow off steam to, you know," Chloe said, hoping that Svet would understand.

 

[.::Le:.:Cheshire:.:Chat::.]

"It's who he is. All his life he has been hurt emotionally and physically by others. Not that you care." She growled as she followed Aire, hoping to provide some comfort to the Albino. To her, Chloe seemed spoiled, but that may just be her.

 

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Chloe just sits, tears filling her eyes and feeling that no one understands. "I do care," Chloe whispered. "I care a lot. It kills me to see others hurting, and it kills me even more that I can't do anything about it. When I try, he just pushes me away. I just wish he would let someone be his friend. I don't know how I can help him if he won't let me."

 

[.::Le:.:Cheshire:.:Chat::.]

"How would you act if your parents left you out to die because you were white with red eyes? How would you feel to be called Fenrir or an impostor of Skoll who should be ripped to shreads or eaten alive?! What would you act like if all your life you lived alone and in emotional agony. He has never felt love, he was never felt the warmth of someone's care because everyone who 'cared' about him tried to kill him. Just leave him alone, Chloe. You know nothing about him. I do not wish to see the one who is like a brother to me angry." She barked furiously.

 

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"Why are you speaking to me like I'M trying to hurt him? I'm trying to help him. I want to HELP him! Can't you see that Svetlana! I'm not against him! It just frustrates me when I'm trying to get to know him better and try to be a friend to him and he spits in my face. How would you feel if someone did that to you?"

(Sheesh, DRAMA. lol xD)

 

[.::Le:.:Cheshire:.:Chat::.]

Lol Ikr xDDD

"Then start acting like it. Actually, start acting like an actual leaders. Leaders don't fight their pack like this. If someone says to leave them alone the leader is supposed to drop the subject. It is not a leader's job to care and try to give the pack a psychological treatment. They exist solely to keep order in the pack and to keep it alive. Judging by your skill, or rather lack of skill, we will not last through winter. And if we do, it will be because of our own efforts, not yours. If you cannot keep this pack together let alone alive then I suggest you step down." She spat, every strand of fur standing on end in rage, her ears flat against her head and her lips pulled back.

 

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Chloe stood strong, not wanting to fight anymore. Her heart felt like it was tearing in two at Svetlana's cold and hurtful words. "I'm trying the best I can. I'm not perfect Svetlana. And I'm not handling the pack alone. You're helping me too remember? I don't want to be your enemy. It's just my nature to want to help my pack," she turned to walk away. "I don't think a good leader should act like a jerk either, myself included," Chloe pointed out. "Please go comfort Aire. He needs a friend, and it seems that he doesn't care for me too much. I really do want him to feel loved Svetlana. Please believe that."

 

[.::Le:.:Cheshire:.:Chat::.]

"Shut up." She snapped before turning back to Aire,her facial expression going soft and concerned. She seemed to be the only one Aire opened up to. Though that was probably because she was the only one who actually understood his life. She had been there through a majority of it anyway. Years ago, they shared a pack and Svetlana always stood up for Aire. She had been the only one who had done something like that. She had screamed at everyone many times and swiped claws and slashed teeth with quite a few of the pack while defending Aire. It got to the point where she left. Aire refused to come though she begged him to, he had said that maybe he could make up for his deformity by healing, though it didn't work. Though the pack hated him, they never sent him away due to his healing abilities. He loved them, though many attempts on his life had occurred.

 

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(Man, give her a break Svetlana! =.= lol)

Surprisingly, Chloe did not get angry. She felt too bad for Aire and loved the fact that Svetlana actually cared about him as much as she did. She longed to be his friend, which surprised her because of her dislike of strange males, and she wanted more than anything for him to see that. Deep inside, she agreed with Svetlana, that she probably wasn't a good leader. But the way Chloe saw it, it was because she was so inexperienced. Like a puppy just learning to walk. She would have to learn from her mistakes and she was grateful to have Svetlana, someone much wiser than herself, to tell her these things, even if they were harsh. "Thank you," Chloe said to Svetlana, though it may have confused her. "I'm glad that you're here. . ."

Suddenly, Chloe collapsed onto the ground, her eyes shut and her breathing a little slow.

 

[.::Le:.:Cheshire:.:Chat::.]

[My girl characters are very cruel and sadistic. xD It's the way I make them. All my guy characters are polite and nice and sometimes odd....well one of them is a psychotic killer but he looks like a girl so I'll shove him in the girl catagory]

"Just go away before I swipe my claws against that pretty muzzle of yours." She warned, putting heavy sarcasm on the word "pretty." She didn't care if she was being mean or harsh, she was a mean and harsh wolf. Nothing was going to change that and she sure wasn't gonna change just to meet her leader's likes.

 

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Chloe didn't move, her breathing still slow. Something seemed to be very wrong.

[Oh wow! You're very talented with keeping character. I almost wanted to cry for Chloe when Svet was yelling at her. xDD)

 

[.::Le:.:Cheshire:.:Chat::.]

"Oh don't you dare start faking sick you mutt." She snarled, rolling her eyes at what she believed to be an act for attention.

 

[VideoStar95]

OOC: Oh my, there is way too much to catch up on in reading, and I'm so lazy...so I'll learn as we go xD Lol

Dawn, after squriming childishly at Fang's compliment--as she had still to get used to this mushy-sweet-nonsense--said a very soft 'thank you' and turned her attention to the commotion that had suddenly started over to her far left. All she saw were Chloe's obviously uneven panting and Svetlana's cruel expression. She padded over, motioning Fang to follow with a curt gesture of her head, hesitating when she was a few paw steps away. Before interrupting, she decided to simply listen in, at least to understand what was happening.