I aM tHe WaLrUs

[Bunny_grl07]

Yeah, I guess you're right. Well, I'll have to make the video later today, then make a facebook group to get the word out, and to get votes.

OH, and if I don't suck, pass the word along to your friends as well.

Lucy nodded, silently, staring up at him intently, as if losing her focus would make him disappear. She felt her feelings for him burning hot within her, something she hadn't quite felt before. She was only slightly nervous, seeing as this was very foreign to her. She leaned down and kissed him, softly at first, then gaining intensity, her heart pounding in her chest.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Sure thing. I'll put it in Facebook, Myspace, Twitter.. Whatever else I have xD

What song did you pick?

After Lucy nodded, Asher whispered, "Then I'll make it go away.." though it was probably barely audible. He followed her lead as far as kissing her was concerned, speeding up, gaining passion and intensity as she did. He was a little nervous, too; of course he wouldn't know what it was that he should be doing, or what it should feel like. But it didn't matter, when he was with her, he was capable of anything. He slid his hands up the back of her shirt, caressing her skin gently.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

I'm still trying to choose, but I've narrowed the choices down quite a bit.

OH, and I have to go to in a while. I'm still going to be on for the next twenty minutes or so, then I'll leave forrrr.... an hour and a half or so, then come back.

Lucy shivered at the feeling of his hands on her skin, but it was a good thing. Slowly, she lowered her lips to his neck, to kiss different places experimentally, feeling the need to figure him out just a bit more. At that moment, she felt extremely warm compared to her normal temperature. But she actually enjoyed feeling that way, simply because it was him making her love him even more.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Ah, I see.

That's alright. I'll get some serious art done while you're gone, and then have plenty of time to post when you get back

I wasn't expecting you to be on so early anyway.

Asher groaned and shivered depending on the spots that she chose, though he enjoyed the feeling thoroughly, and knew it was her way of getting to know him just that little bit better. He was never able to describe the feelings he had for her, but things were at a totally different level now, and she knew it as well as she did. He moved his hands out from underneath her shirt, playing with the hem now, clearly still a little hesitant.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Well, I'm heading out for now. Talk to you later!

Lucy pressed her lips to the spot that got the most reaction, then nibbled at it gently, moving her hands to his shirt. Noticing his hesitation, she murmured, "I'm nervous, too... but.... I can't help how I feel about you, and I can't help feeling like this was... meant to happen..." She looked up at him, completely vulnerable, bringing her hands up to cup his face. "I love you."

 

[KERFUFFLE]

See you!

Asher groaned a bit more loudly than before this time as she nibbled at his neck, clinging tightly to her as a result of this. He was admittedly glad that she was nervous, too, and what she told him helped a lot, because it voiced exactly what he was thinking the whole way through. But what took away the nerves the most was the way she looked at him-- it was a look of adoration and vulnerability that told him more than any amount of words ever could. "I love you, too, Lucy," he whispered, and kissed her again after a pause-- the kind of pause they put in movies for dramatic effect, but for him it was just from being totally overwhelmed--, more forcefully than before, and slowly pulled off her shirt.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

I'm back!

I think I'm going to sing "True Colors" for my video

Lucy pressed her lips to his, rolling under him, then removing his shirt. Then she put her arms around him, looking up at him and smiling whole heartedly, running her fingers down his chest, then working on the waistband of his jeans. She hadn't felt so passionately, so devoted to someone in this way in her life. It scared her somewhat, but she knew that he wouldn't leave her, and that he wanted to keep her with him.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Woo! To both of those!

I like that song, good choice

I just had amazing half hour playing guitar. The time flew by. =D

Asher smiled now against her lips as he kissed her. When she was done with getting his jeans off, he followed suit, in removing hers. At least she was smiling at him, so he could focus on her face, thinking he'd probably stare too much if he wasn't doing that, particularly once he found himself taking off her underwear. It made him happy that she was able to devote herself to him. He had never had anyone to love before, so growing to love Lucy had been much easier for him than it had been for her to do the same.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

^^ I just have to keep practicing, then finally record it

Lucy tossed his aside, then caught herself staring at him, the color flooding to her cheeks. "Asher... I want to be yours, from this point forward. And only yours, I don't want anyone but you. I love you completely, and I think you ought to know that," she murmured, moving to kiss him passionately, but more lovingly than she ever had before. It had been hard for her to love again, but she did, and it was the most amazing feeling in the world.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Sounds good You'll be great!

Asher allowed a little more of his weight to press down onto her, which allowed him to be closer to her, and he caressed her cheek lovingly, gazing at her with a burning passion.. And his eyes.. Well, they only made it look even more intense. "I love you, Lucy. I'll never make you have to try and love another again.. I'll belong to you and only you forever, and I think this is the right way to tell you.." Promising your life to someone at seventeen. Most people would have called it ridiculous, but he knew he didn't want or need any other but Lucy. "I belong to you," he repeated, "so take me," kissing her back.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

I hope so!

*skip*

Lucy eventually pulled her lips away from Asher's, needing to catch her breath for the time being. She opened her eyes after a few moments, and stared up into Asher's face, completely silent. The look she gave him was one of complete love for him, and it showed how she was more vulnerable than before, he had won her completely, and could easily break her with a word, or a glance. Her eyes were glazed over with fresh tears, but she couldn't blink, she could only stare up at Asher's beautiful face, the eyes she had come to adore.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Asher could only try to catch his breath and gaze down at her with what could only be described as total adoration for the woman who had changed his life and world completely, and made herself its focus without even realising it. He stroked his fingers through her hair, then moved his thumb to wipe away the few tears that sat on her beutiful features. It seemed as though it had only been a few moments ago that she had tears in her eyes from the pain she was feeling, and now she did, because they had shared such a huge moment of their lives with each other.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Lucy took a shaky breath, then whispered, "Asher... I love you so much. More than anything, I need you, and after what happened, I... I don't want to be apart from you... and... that was amazing." She cuddled close to him, burying her face in the crook of his neck and shoulder, her protector, her world. She kissed softly at his shoulder and collar bone, tracing a finger down his chest.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

I could do with another holiday already :/

Asher kissed across from her cheek to her ear, his breath tickling it as he whispered his feelings to her. "It was just.. incredible. Lucy, the way you make me feel every time I touch you, see you, even just think about you.. It's the most amazing thing. And I want to hold you like this and never let you go again." He gladly held her closer to him, just wanting nothing more than to be near to her.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Same here! Believe me, I'm ready to be done with school!

Lucy shivered slightly at the feeling of his breath tickling his ear, but didn't withdraw her lips from his shoulder. Instead, she moved her lips back to his neck, biting on the most sensitive spot, and sucking on it forcefully. She loved it when he held her close; it made her feel safe, and she felt like it made them bond even more than they had already. And she definitely loved holding onto him, pulling him close, making him want her completely. In all honesty, she loved being able to make him nervous, to make him completely happy, to make him feel loved 100%.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

I have a whole weekof exams starting from tomorrow ):

Roll on May half term, then June, when I have work experience and then Germany right after it until the end of the year.

Asher shivered at first, but then his reaction noises got progressively louder, seemingly as he enjoyed it more with every moment. It was nice for them, he felt, to be so close to each other, without quite literally anything coming between them. And then he thought about how the Asher before Lucy had come into his life didn't like being close to anybody, so closed off from the world, so lonely and unhappy. She had changed his life in ways that were totally unimaginable, and to have someone to love, hold, be with, protect, want and need was the best feeling in the world.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Oh, I have to get dinner, back later

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Germany sounds awesome!

I have a week of advanced placement exams (to see if I can get college credit for classes I've taken) and then I have a lot of senior stuff to do.

Lucy eventually withdrew her lips from his neck, smiling up at him and kissing his chin, barely away from his lips. "You've made my life completely worth living, you know," she told him softly, stroking his chest lovingly. She moved so she could lay on her side, enveloping herself in him, as if hiding from the cooler air. She pulled the covers over the pair, and was glad to find it made things warmer between the pair.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

I can't wait to see Elena, it's going to be amazing again =D

Yeah, I bet you'll be even busier than me. But at least you finish at least a month before I do

Asher sighed contently, smiling softly and adoringly at her. "And you have made mine worth living, too." He hadn't known what it was that he would find while living in New York as opposed to Montana. A chance to finally get his artwork out there was what he had been looking for. Maybe that would come in time, but it all meant nothing now, to have art, but not Lucy in his life. He curled up with her in the covers, also enjoying the warmth that it brought. It was the perfect way to be while the rain tapped against the windows and the city rushed by.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Let's see... school ends June 8th, I think, and then graduation is on the 12th

After her first boyfriend, Lucy hadn't expected to love anyone ever again. The pain of losing him had been all consuming, the one thing her mind could focus on. It had haunted her day and night, thinking of exactly how he had died, how he had been so far away, lonely, and-- in a letter he had written, he had told her-- scared of what could happen. But now, she felt like there was an unnamed happiness, an uninhibited joy that she just couldn't shake. Yes, her first love would have wanted her to be happy, to live her life to the fullest. And she was.