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[KERFUFFLE]

I'm sure it will. I know a few regulars anyway, so if they're anything to go by, it'll be great.

He nodded and reluctantly left the room, going upstairs and into the bedroom. Of course, he was just as angry as she was, but he didn't like showing it in front of her. He shut the door and then went out to lean on the balcony's edge. He could only imagine the kinds of things she could be thinking at that moment. False reasons, he thought, for him saying no to her, was his guess. He was only afraid of hurting her, and he wished she could have seen that.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

That's so cool! ARGH!

Hide me in your pocket, please xD

Sadie curled up, sitting on the floor, and just bawled. She was overly frustrated, tired, and worrying herself sick at the moment. She was so worried he wouldn't be able to make time for her anymore, that he wouldn't see her as more than a mom.

And she was worried about how much time it would take to have a second child. Cosette had been their miracle. But it would be much harder to conceive again. And she didn't want to be old before Brandon changed her, and she didn't want to have to put off their wedding for years.

Prudence sat beside her, and rubbed her knee gently, silent for the time being. Finally, she said, "Sadie, you're still the girl he fell in love with, he'll still want you just as much as he did before you got pregnant."

Sadie murmured, "I just want to fit everything in before I get too old. I'm still human, I'm getting older every day!"

 

[KERFUFFLE]

If I could, then I would xD

Brandon stayed out on the balcony for another few minutes, staring out at the garden, though it was a blurry view as tears were filling his eyes. He could hear Sadie crying from where he was, and he'd never wished more than now, in a very long time, that his senses weren't so keen. He eventually went and laid back on their bed.

Back in a bit, dinner :3

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Okie dokie artichokie!

Prudence said, "Sadie, please--"

Sadie exclaimed, "Unlike you, my life is at jeopardy, every day! Every day, I get closer to dying! My life is a thin thread, I'm mortal! None of you have to worry about getting sick, or being in an accident! You're practically invincible, the only way you can be destroyed is if it is a fully intentional killing. I don't want to die, to leave the two most important people in my life. All of you have eternity to do what you want. My time is limited."

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Brandon eventually couldn't stand being up there any more. He didn't care if she told him not to come, he knew he shouldn't be leaving her alone when she was so upset. He went downstairs and leaned against the wall of the dining room for a moment, not wanting to go in just yet.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Prudence sighed and said, "Sadie, you're getting too--"

Sadie said, "You don't understand! I love Brandon and Cosette, and I want to stay with them forever. And every day, I get closer to having to leave them. And I'm scared of dying. Whenever I set foot out of this house, there are so many things that could kill me. The other day, when I went shopping..." She sighed. "I was almost hit by a car, while I was crossing the street. And I hate talking about it, especially because I was pregnant, and I don't want Brandon to know, because I hate upsetting him-- although I've already managed to screw up once today. And it made me realize just how fragile life is." She started sobbing again. "You don't even know what it's like, to face death every day."

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Brandon's eyes widened at that, and he really wished she felt like she could have told him that. She'd always told him she wouldn't keep things from him, and this was something he'd wanted to have heard about. He straightened up and walked the rest of the dining room which lead to the kitchen. He seemed lost for words. "Why can't you tell these things to me?" he asked her, crouching beside her on the floor. "I want to know if you're scared about anything.. Or if anything happens to you.. I'm supposed to be there to tell you things are going to be okay, Sadie."

I have Tae Kwon Do. Back later

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Prudence awkwardly got up and left as soon as he entered the room, deciding it would be safer to leave.

Sadie said, "Because all my life, I've been a burden to everyone. My parents, my brother, my ex, and you. And you were so worried about Max and the werewolves, and so was the rest of the family. Do you really think I wanted to add to that? And I didn't want you guys to get mad at me for going out or anything." The tears came back to her eyes again, but she just let them fall, silent. "And I don't want to pressure you into anything, Brandon."

 

[KERFUFFLE]

"A burden? Do you really think that's what you are to me?" Brandon sounded surprised. "Nothing you've ever done has caused you to be a burden. That implies you're something I'd rather ditch and be without. And you know I'd never see you that way. I love you," he continued. He wrapped his arms around her. "You always said you liked our relationship because we could always tell each other anything that was on our minds."

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Sadie started sobbing again. "Brandon, I'm sorry! I promise, I won't ever try to keep things to myself, especially if they upset me. lease, just... don't be mad at me anymore, I'll do anything to make this up to you!" She buried her face in his shirt, cuddling close. She didn't like keeping things from him, and this was why; she knew that it hurt him when she tried to bear things on her own.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Brandon sat on the floor now and pulled her into his lap. "I'm not mad at you, Sadie. I was only confused, okay? Don't be sorry, I know you meant well." He hugged her tightly, stroking her cheek with one hand. "I just want you to know that nothing's changed between you and me just because we have Cosette now. And I only said no earlier because I was afraid of what might happen. Not because I'm.. Too preoccupied with our baby or.. Because I love you any less than I did before you were pregnant. Because that's not it at all. I promised you I'd even try and physically make time for you if that's what it took to make sure that you and I get the time together that we're supposed to."

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Sadie said, "Brandon, I'm scared. I never understood how fragile my life was until I started living here. I realized just how easily... disposed of... I can be. I want to make sure that we can get in everything, before my time runs out. I don't want to die! And I'm scared that I won't be able to have another baby..."

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Brandon looked saddened by the fact that she was so upset. "Just think about how far you've come, and you're still here now. You had a child that was half vampire, and you got out of that still being human. You're stronger than you think.. And, if you get pregnant again, we don't have to wait until after the baby's born to change you. And even if you get to the stage where we haven't concieved again, but you don't want to wait any longer to be changed.. Well, I have you, you have me and we both have Cosette, and we can just be happy we had the chance with one child."

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Sadie nodded, cuddling close to him. "I love you, Brandon. And I'm sorry." She rubbed his shoulders, staring up at him. Gently, she kissed him, then rested her head on his chest.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

"I love you, too, Sadie. Never forget it because it'll never change. And I'll always forgive you. And I should apologise, too; I'm sorry." He held her tightly and returned the kiss. "I think we're all just tired, is what sparked all this off."

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Sadie said, "Please don't worry about it. I think we need to go to bed, and get some sleep while we still can. Seeing as it's evening, and we'll be up all night with Cosette." She yawned, clearly exhausted from giving birth, going to a fight, and being mad.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Brandon nodded and slid his arms down so that when he stood up, he was carrying Sadie. He took her upstairs and then sat her down on their bed. He changed into a pair of shorts and then got into bed.

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Sadie got under the blankets, yawning again. She crawled under his arm, cuddling close to him. "I'll tell you everything from now on," she whispered, kissing his cheek gently, then trailing butterfly kisses up and down his jaw.

 

[KERFUFFLE]

Brandon closed his eyes and smiled, and just took a moment to enjoy her kisses. He said, "Just tell me the things you think I should know, things I want to know. That's how it always has been, hasn't it?" He was quiet for a moment before he added, "And there are probably a lot of things you would want to know about me, from a long time ago.bI just have to think of what those may be."

 

[Bunny_grl07]

Sadie suddenly asked, "Were there any other girls.. before me?" She looked up at him, her expression doe eyed and soft, unlike her stern, angry self from earlier. She reached up to cup his face in one of his hands.