Christiana made an apologetic face. " I really don't know what to tell you, I mean I have never gone out and tried to kill people like that. But I think that if you feel like you no longer want to and you can see that it was wrong than that must be something right? I think it's probably a good thing, I think you may have only been acting like that for a certain reason from like something that happened to you and now you have sort of realised that killing others won't change the past. That no matter how many people die, what happened happened and what didn't didn't and that really cannot be changed. The only real advice I think I can give you without really understanding your situation would be to try and move on, there are somethings you just can't alter the past is one of them but you can change how you chose to deal with it. "