to skinny!
Ahaha....
I weigh 90 lbs.
.9 lbs lost, and im going to be put in the hospital (If healthcare finds out.)
My nose is large. Well, long, not fat.
and I have acne on my forehead.
The way my eyes are positioned gives me a bad profile- my brother, actually three of them, and my closer friends, they tell me im not really attractive, and probably wont be. I have no ****s, no *ss. My teeth have some sort of weird thing going on wher their deterriorating from the inside out (Molars first, and we could have stopped it but my mom wont take me again so here I am with sick teeth, just letting them rot away in my mouth WHICH I do brush, floss, rinse, polish, its not my fault). My hair is terribly colored- once a nice, strawberry blond, now a mutt color of every shade of brown ad dark red nobody wants because its unattractive. I sweat to much on the body (Not the face) and my f*cking period hit me every time we have a holiday- I have a discolored hand and a bad foot, almost no eyebrows, which makes me look sick, scars all up my right arm. Not from cutting. My glasses make me look young, my face looks older then I am, on of my ears is larger then the other, if slightly, its noticable- I just have a bad body.
I had a stalker because I was the only f*cking person who spoke to him, which I only did out of annoyance, once, before I knew he was a freak, and he never left me alone.
I am not pretty, attractive, or even someone you want to be around or date.
So I have to be personable.
Which im not.
Im weird.
Ive had a few friends who stopped hanging out with me just because the way I think scared them, after they got to know me.
So now I have what I always had- the freaks, the weirdos, the perverts.
My last good boyfriend was f*cking blind.
dont come to me with that.
If people say your pretty, your pretty.
She nodded, smiling. "would you like to hear?"