Hey guys.
For some reason, I've been very emotional the past few days. I've been feeling this anger and hatred volcano inside of me, and its started to errupt. I've been very demanding, whiny, complaining about everything, screaming to at my parents, storming off, sulking, arguing about everything my parents say or do......for example: Today my mom called from work and I talked to her. It started off okay, but after a couple minutes she asked me, "Why aren't you wearing your twinblocks?" So I started screaming at her saying, "I CANT ALWAYS WEAR THEM! THEY MAKE MY LIPS BLEED, MY GUMS SWOLLEN, AND I NEED TO TAKE BREAKS SOMETIMES! GOD, WHY DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND!?" Then she said that she couldn't talk to me anymore, because all I ever did was argue and yell. A few minutes later, I asked if I could dye my hair tonight cause I couldn't do it last night. She said "We'll see" and how we mgiht be going out tnoight shopping. Again, I started freaking out and screaming, "NO!! IM NOT GOING SHOPPING! SCREW SHOPPING! I HATE IT I HATE IT!! JUST CAUSE YOU LIKE IT DOESN'T MEAN I HAVE TO! NOOOO IM NOT GOING IM NOT!!" Yesterday was the same...I argued, complained, and yelled over EVERYTHING.
Whats wrong with me!? How come I've been so angry and emotional lately!? It's eating me up.