Oh, that's me. I'm old as hell and I still cry when I lose my mom somewhere... Way to go in life.Anxiety - well. Put me at a party and if I happen to lose my parents, even for a few minutes I'll panic and pretty much break into tears. I can't even do something simple at some place I've never been without a friend, or I'ld pretty much have a panic attack.
I'm also VERY short-sighted. So I have glasses. Mum and sis were laughing when I was struggling with the SECOND ROW in the eye test.
... I really don't want to judge based on one post, but "hating" people and being irritable doesn't always mean it's depression. It could be from a wide range of conditions, or just plain teenage moodiness ( depression is a serious neurological condition after all ).Well, um, I'm sort of like....Scrooge, you know...I REALLY REALLY REALLY hate people soooo much and I can't stand other people and I get really irritated at the slightest things. And I've been getting even MORE depressed because I'm gonna have a new sibling soon and I DON'T WANT IT TO EXIST! It's just going to ruin my life...so yeah, I'm just ultra depressed. =_=
Yeah I agree with Brutal not to really throw around the word depression to much. There's a surprisingly big difference between depression and feeling sad. Depression is like being locked in an endless tunnel with no light. You feel like the whole world is against you. So yeah, not judging but please be more careful with diagnosisWell, um, I'm sort of like....Scrooge, you know...I REALLY REALLY REALLY hate people soooo much and I can't stand other people and I get really irritated at the slightest things. And I've been getting even MORE depressed because I'm gonna have a new sibling soon and I DON'T WANT IT TO EXIST! It's just going to ruin my life...so yeah, I'm just ultra depressed. =_=
Yeah yeah, I knew nobody would understand how devastated I feel. =_= I mean, I've been the ONLY daughter for 14 years! I think I wouldn't mind at all if the new baby was going to be a boy, but it's a girl...Yeah I agree with Brutal not to really throw around the word depression to much. There's a surprisingly big difference between depression and feeling sad. Depression is like being locked in an endless tunnel with no light. You feel like the whole world is against you. So yeah, not judging but please be more careful with diagnosis
That doesn't sound like depression to be honest; it sounds more like jealousy (which is not a dysfunction / disorder / disease)....
And I've been getting even MORE depressed because I'm gonna have a new sibling soon and I DON'T WANT IT TO EXIST! It's just going to ruin my life...so yeah, I'm just ultra depressed. =_=
I can understand that you might be devastated that you're not going to be the only girl in your family any more and jealous of the fact that you won't be the centre of attention, but it kind of makes you sound just a little bit selfish and again, that's not really a dysfunction/disorder/disease.Yeah yeah, I knew nobody would understand how devastated I feel. =_= I mean, I've been the ONLY daughter for 14 years! I think I wouldn't mind at all if the new baby was going to be a boy, but it's a girl...
It's hard to explain...I don't see that purpose of my existance anymore. The only reason why I'm not putting an end to my life is because my Tamagotchis need me. They're my only purpose in life. Nobody else needs me. All everybody else wants is ANOTHER BABY GIRL TO FUSS OVER and I'm just gonna be replaced and forgotten and I just can't stand it, waaaah! My other two little siblings don't do anything but bash me to pieces and say the nastiest stuff ever to me, and the new sibling probably won't be any different. Why...I just don't understand the purpose of having so many kids...I'm not needed in the world anymore...
Get professional counseling or ask for it. Tell your mom how you feel and ask how you two can overcome it. There is hope. Your well finish school, and get a job, have a great life if you take charge of it now and get the proper help. Nothing wrong with counseling. They actually recommend that everyone attend counseling whether they have a disorder or not.I probably have Aspergers or some type of autism as well.
I'm really quiet as school. Actually I got quiet all of sudden. I have many problems with communication and learning. Basically everything about Aspergers applies to me, plus when I'm with my mom and sometimes she talks to me like to a kid when once in a while she is happy and hugs me and tugs me around the room I laugh like a happy little child. I also sometimes move like a kid with autism. And like to make stuff out of things too.
I might be bipolar, but I'm not sure of it.
For sure I have split personality. I often really fight with opinions on things. Sometimes I like something, sometimes I hate it, sometimes I don't mind.
I thought about having Tourette's, but on the other hand the symptoms I have are too light to be called that.
I think I have Orphan's disease, that's for sure. Mom never had time for me when I was younger, I had nannies, etc. Always played alone. Talked to myself. I still do.
I might have a light case of depression. I really can't learn anything. I probably won't ever graduate. I won't ever get a job. I won't have any normal friends. I just want to be still a little kid. I don't want to grow up. High school was already too much for me.
Math is my biggest problem. I just don't. Get. ANYTHING. From it. But I don't want to ever die and I would NEVER hurt myself. Sometimes I just feel down.
It's all mom's fault anyway I guess. She NEVER let me out with anyone when I still had some real life friends. She once called police because I was doing groceries for too long. She cares about me too much. And now I'm an Introvert. I want someone near me but I hate people.
And no, I wasn't diagnosed with anything, because mom doesn't even let me to any doctors.
Maybe only with ADHD, dyslexia, discalculia, disgraphy and some other things...
I feel like i'm ranting. Sorry.
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