[SIZE=7pt]Dear People Of TT,[/SIZE]
Prepare for a huge rant/love note post.
:L
Much love, Maria.
Dear Crystal,
Oh my, where do I start? Social climbing? I'll explain. You're trying to be cool, and talk to the year eights and nines, yes? That's just annoying, seriously. And you might not know it yourself, but you're really trying to be like Stella. But there's a HUGE difference between you and her. People liked Stella. People don't like you. First Annie, Chione, now Richard? Who's next, Miles? Chris? Lillian? Did you freaking raid my friends list and add every person from Fort Street? No seriously, my hate for you is ridiculously huge. There isn't really much else wrong with you, but you're just so much of a social climber wannabe it makes me sick. Plus, the girls you hang out with are all crappy losers, I don't know how people could be attracted to Naomi or Wendy. Or how Huw could have once liked you and asked you out. Seriously girl, I've been there and done that. People will hate you. Get over yourself, act your age and stop showing off.
Maria.
Dear Cameron,
Whoa whoa, slow down. It's sort of against the law for you to be attracted to me, hey? It's nothing personal, but you're 18 and I'm only 12. You're nice and all, but it's really just kind of ****-ish. Also, I feel bad about ever telling you that I'm not interested. I'll eventually tell you, but I think I might hurt your feelings. I don't know how much you like me, but really, I'm not really comfortable with it. I mean, we can be friends and all but I'm not sure about anything more.
Maria.
Dear Jack,
Hey, maybe we should talk to each other a bit more. I'd like to get to know you better. I got butterflies from being near you last week and today. But I don't really think I have a crush on you. But yeah. It's complicated. Just saying.
Love, Maria.
Dear Miles,
I'm hoping for something I can't have. I felt really left out yesterday, but then you treated me as just-a-bit-less-than-an-equal. I've only ever hugged you once, and you had the politeness of telling me what Zac said, and you showed some interest and feeling about what I said at the swimming carnival. I'm not sure if you were bullshitting me or what, but you seem to not hate me. Yet. I think you're really nice, and kind of attractive. But I'm wasting my time, hey? Like I did holding on to Chris.
Much love, Maria.
Dear Lillian,
Thankyouthankyouthankyou for making yesterday so amazing. You held my hand, you treated my like a year nine, you forgot I was only 12. You're such an amazing person, you're my best friend, I love you.
Lots and lots of love, Maria.
Dear Chris,
I'll make this short and sweet. Your new hair? No thanks.
Maria.
Dear People Of TT,
If you read that and didn't judge me, I love you. I'm going through a really hard time and just typing and posting and having someone who will listen really helps. I love you guys so much.
All my love, Maria. xx