She closed her eyes. "Maybe now." she said quietly. "but Willard...Even, you know I didnt want them...even after they were born, I didn't want them. I love them now, but...not then.." Her voice waved. "Thats why."
"I didnt have the heart, to hurt you like that." she said. "If their unborn, you cant...bring them back." She shook a bit. She was glad, she didnt make the mistake.