Moonlight War

[Self:.:Pity]

im spazzed. I thought I had a 43 F in Science, but I guess not. my average is a 3.0

but on a darker note...I think im going to quit TT.

She smiled. " A bit. You kind of woke me up."

 

[Jinx3295]

aww, your gonna quit?

Willard laughed.. "oh.. okay then."

 

[Self:.:Pity]

Probably not. but its possible.

Like every other d*mn thing I have done, ive lost all interest to most of this. I love it, but...I cant do it. It makes me frustrated. So I feel like I have to quit.

She smiled and closed her eyes, listing to his chest. "everything about you is pretty."

 

[Jinx3295]

ohhh.. lol, well, i hope you can find a hobby! maybe you can take like, instrument lessons or something

and i gotta go

Willard laughed.. "realy?"

 

[Self:.:Pity]

please ignore the self pity rant below vvv

Ive tried that, with drums. all the things I find interest in fade away; I either suck at them and cant hold attention enough to make the skill better, or it takes to long and I leave a million unfinished projects. Writing, Drawing, Playing the Drums, even talking with friends and creating sceans...are all in vain. this was the easiest, and now even its hard. The only thing I seem good at is talking with people who arnt even there, and I cant tell them to other people because they dont want to f*cking hear it. no one wants to f*cking hear about akira's bar, and how Cher has....and the Ambrose, how girly he is, the gender confused bastard, and then Axie, and Hige, About Fayge's wicked and twisted, warped sense of reality, this makes no sense to you I bet. Im sorry.

She smiled a bit. "dont laugh." She stated. "Everything....From your lips, to you eyes..even the curves, I love them all."

 

[Jinx3295]

it sounds like, perhaps, imaginary friends? and yes, it does makes sense to me. so don't be sorry. it could be a psychocological condition where you morph fiction into reality, creating a safe point for you. this could be a possibility, or perhaps you have more comfort in these fictional characters more than real people, because maybe youm\ feel left out or like, they have nothing in common with you. just one thing, this doesn't make you insane. it's odd to some people, but honestly this condition is more common than you think. it tends to happen when people don't mix or socailize too much, or have problems focusing on learning socail cues, about how to keep a conversation, and such. i don't know of you could be of this, but i am just saying just incase you are.

Willard shook his head, smiling softly.. "i'm not.. as lovely as you make me seem."

 

[Self:.:Pity]

you make yourself sound like a docter

I know there are things like that, but I didnt know it would occour to somone like me. It makes sense, though. I want to drop the topic.

"maybe not to others." She pointed out. "But definatly to me. And, you do the same....I have more faults that you do."

 

[Jinx3295]

X^P or so i have been told.

okey dokey, so.. how are you today? 8D

Willard shrugged.. "faults, i don't care about."

 

[Self:.:Pity]

Im okay. To-day, at lunch, Miesquito made a joke, and we all went 'oooo~" and then everyone at lunch did it, and all these stories emerged and we got in trouble X^P

"But im not pretty." She said it in all honesty, t wast just an opinon.

 

[Jinx3295]

lol today was fitness day, i tripped john and austin

Willard smiled.. "i think you are.."

 

[Self:.:Pity]

lol...fitness day. I just had to play soccer.

Axie laughed silently. "Like I think you are."

 

[Jinx3295]

all we do is run the entire time! >

Willard smiled.. "We all have our little thoughts."

 

[Self:.:Pity]

did you get sick again? Sorry if you did.

"I like mine, about you." She said. "Its better than how I used to think."

 

[Jinx3295]

nah, not anymore. i got a doctor's note, now i run for four minutes and then i'm good. everyone else runs 16 minutes

Willard stared.. "what, did you used to think of me?"

 

[Self:.:Pity]

good for you. That prpbably makes you feel beter.

I found out about somthing to-day. Somthing called a Turing Test. It kind of threw me off.

She laughed a little bit louder. "Not exactly of you, deary. More of, evrything." she shrugged. "I though more violently before you."

 

[Jinx3295]

turing test? what's that?

Willard smiled a little, and stroked her hair.

 

[Self:.:Pity]

its a test where and AI has to fool a human into thinking its a human as well. (AI= Artificial Intellegence)

She smiled, that always felt good. If she was a cat, she would purr; seince she wasnt a cat, she just laid on him.

 

[Jinx3295]

that sounds really cool

Willard bit her neck a little, he was starving.

 

[Self:.:Pity]

yha, but it works over the internet. AI's are used in Video Games and the internet.

She thought he was just coming onto her again, and shivered.

 

[Jinx3295]

it still sounds cool, like bubbles!

Willard let the blood drip down his mouth, he blushed a little and closed his eyes.. "so sweet.."