Moonlight War

[Self:.:Pity]

His smile came back, it was as happy as it could be in a mood like this. "...duh." he said. he wiped away the last of the tears.

 

[Jinx3295]

Sorrow smiled.. "you are mine too, but i was engaged once.." she then covered her mouth, she knew she shouldn't have said that.

 

[Self:.:Pity]

He gazed down at her, and his eyes narrowed...he licked his lips. "...what?" He said quietly.

 

[Jinx3295]

Sorrow laughed weakly.. "stupid, arranged marraige.. to this guy Brian. I rejected him, but we hung out.. i ran away.."

 

[Self:.:Pity]

He looked at her oddly, and messed with her hair. "....Arranged marriages suck." He said, casually. "....im glad it didn't pull though, though."

 

[Jinx3295]

Sorrow smiled.. "i prefer you anway.. over anyone."

 

[Self:.:Pity]

"...I could imaine." he said, setting her up like a doll on his lap. "...But what I could't imagine is living without you."

 

[Jinx3295]

Sorrow smiled.. "i couldn't imagine being with out you either.."

 

[Self:.:Pity]

he smiled and played with her hair a bit, before sighing and letting it drop. "..then I guess I should give you the run-down of my life in romantics, huh?" He said quietly.

 

[Jinx3295]

Sorrow smiled a bit.. "i'm curious.." she said, "i want to know."

 

[Self:.:Pity]

He started debating where he should start. "...I joined the Army at 16." he said. "..four years ago, maybe five, depending on the date. I faked a thing from my dead parents to get in." He sighed. "..but I wasn't cut out. I was the weakest in the academy, really. Im still not very cut out for it.." He sighed, to let her digest that.

 

[Jinx3295]

Sorrow listened, she was intregued.

 

[Self:.:Pity]

He felt like he was saying to much, boring her. "..I met two people. 'fringe' and Alice." he said. "....Alice was the girl."

 

[Jinx3295]

Sorrow nodded slowly, she couldn't help it but to feel a little jealousy, because if her(Alice) and Kyouri would've never gotten seperated or something.. she wouldn't be here with Kyouri most likely.

 

[Self:.:Pity]

He looked pained, hurt, as he looked back... he didnt say anything she didnt need to know. nothing out of line. He wouldnt. He didnt want to "...Well...she was..killed." he said. "..so was 'Fringe'." He looked extreamly hurt. "....He died first. she went soon after. the end."

 

[Jinx3295]

Sorrow's thoughts immediately dissapeared after he said that, she felt.. bad, like she cause it.. she felt guilty that she was with Kyouri, she had sudden thoughts of regrets.. "i'm.. sorry to hear that.." she said, whispereing. It was the truth. Sorrow's mental issues started to kick in, and she felt like a b*tch that she even loved Kyouri.. because Alice was with him first, and died.. she felt like she was taking over, and felt guilty..

 

[Self:.:Pity]

He wasn't looking at her. he dint even know she was beating herself over the head with guilt. he stayed almost sightlessly at the wall, his hand slightly trembling, his mouth to, like he was going to cry...because, Alice had not been His. Alice had been fringes. and that's what hurt him. how he could look at her, stair at her forever, feel so safe around her, feel like he could protect her, and then have her toss him away like a crumpled up piece of paper. He felt how Sorrow felt at this second- because Fringe had been there first anyways.

 

[Jinx3295]

Sorrow looked down, she heard him about to cry.. she felt angry. She was going from one feeling to another. How dare he move on, he loved her so dearly? How do i know that i'm not just temporary? How do i know if he even really loves me?! She thought, her mind was thinking a lot of things, things that she didn't know were either true or false, she hid her face.

 

[Self:.:Pity]

It took him a second to realize the effect it had taken on her. And he blanched, but had no clue what to do, his emotions, his mind, was blank, except for his eyes...they spilled. The spilled, as he stayed at her, so sadly, even though he could think.

 

[Jinx3295]

Sorrow hid her face, now she thought she knew... she could never replace Alice, and so she stood up and went to leave the room. She felt horrible, because Kyouri was only person she ever loved... but he had been in love with Alice. She clenched her fist, she felt like she'd never be good enough.