Mental breakdowns.

[x.P O K E R F A C E]

I've had quite a few.

I don't feel like going into detail, but the last time I had one was about a week ago.

Everything seemed so screwed up.

 

[.tee.hee...x]

I almost had one at school about a week ago. My best friend was crying over what our other friends said to her (stuff like "Oh, you're so selfish." and stuff so mean that I don't want to repeat), our other friends (They are boys, hence why they are mainly so annoying) kept following us around, when we wanted to be alone, and they were shouting. That was at lunch. In science, I sit next to one of the boys. He was just saying so many things that really did cut into me. I was almost in tears, but I managed to stop myself from crying, because I know that if I did I would have screamed at him and just had a massive breakdown

 

[x.Roller-//-Coasters.x]

I don't really break down. There are times when I've cried in front of people, but I usually just say my eyes are watering or my contacts are bothering me. Other then that type of thing, no.

 

[Lee']

I tend to bottle things up until I kind of explode in a fit of rage... this happened like three years ago and it's all a blur, but I apparently screamed at a load of people to f off, punched someone in the face and some year eights had to drag me away from this person who had laughed when I slipped.

Another was when my cat died, and I was really attached to my cat and I could tell he'd died before my parents told me, because at school I was told to go my grandparents instead of home since mum and dad were at the vets with him. So I went to my grandparents and started crying, then mum and dad got there, I was silent throughout the car ride home, then I got out and screamed and started shouting at them, and yeah... quite a few people came out of their houses and stared.

Although, I don't consider these mental breakdowns as such, just times when I was really upset/angry and someone or something had just pushed me over the edge. Still thought I'd mention them.

 

[kutchipatchilvr2000]

i cry ALL THE TIME. i cry for little, unimportant reasons. i feel like such a dork when i do! i try to stop from crying, but the tears just run out! im such a crybaby.....thats my mental breakdowns.

 

[.:Monster:.:Trucks:.]

I guess I'm about to.

 

[Keanitchi]

Im a big cry baby. When I moved away from the city it was like something in me died, i had one true friend, she taught me how to live, If im having a bad day i crumble and die again. Then that reminds me how precious she was to me. =(((( now just talking about hr makes me cry

 

[Alers15]

I am 15 yrs old and honestly, to tell you the truth, i have been thru a lot. I wont get into too many personal details but, i have been having breakdowns since i was 11 years old but i didnt get help and therapy until i was 14. I had to watch my mother cry about how she couldnt stand to see me hurt myself and how she didnt understand what she was doing wrong. That was when i finally began questioning myself about why i have breakdowns. However, when i do, I lose track of the world for a few hours. I cry the whole time also. I have many breakdowns because i get frustrated very easily and i never tell anyone my problems. Now, that i am in Puerto Rico (yes, my mom is hispanic), i stopped having breakdowns for the same reason as usual. Now, i have them whenever i ponder about how one day, i am just going to stop living and where would my soul go and reincarnation and stuff. This is really serious stuff. This may sound sort of stupid and silly but i dont remember things that i do after having a breakdown. I be finding myself with cuts on my arms and do not remember putting them there. I be finding out that my friends decided not to hang out with me because of something that i have said. Now, i know that my breakdowns are causing me a lot things. I am losing a lot of friends, i find myself talking to myself around others, i am finding strange things. But then again, friends just arent my thing any more. I had a lot back in Ohio but now, in Puerto Rico, i do not worry about friends. I know that deep down inside, i know that my problems are getting worse.

 

[Epic.Fail]

Once I was on the compuet [on TT =D] and then my brother came along and he was all "can I go on now?" and I was all "No -.- ".So he was all "PLEEAASEE" repeatedly and that got me so mad I started screaming and yelling "GO AWAY! LEAVE ME ALONE! IT WAS MY TURN!" and I started crying heaps.And he stared laughing and I was all "YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY!" at him and he was all "Yup" so I slapped him.All because of PMS O:<

 

[`Krystal]

No, actually, I haven't.

When it comes to a situation that's stressful, believe it or not, I'm a very cool and collected person.

Wait. I did breakdown once. I had just come back from the orthodontist and they had butchered my mouth and I was just... DONE with braces and I brokedown crying, venting in the car. I felt so weak. D< But I needed to get it out.

 

[Penguins.]

They become more frequent now, as pressure increases, as stress increases. I admit, it's not normal for me, but it happens.

 

[x.Rachel]

I had a bad one last night. o.o;;

I got into a fight with my mom over something really little, and I was crying and screaming so much. After I stopped, I was hyperventilating so long, I couldn't feel my hands, or feet, and my body was super cold. My mom was going to call the ambulance because I was going to pass out. o.x

 

[babytamtam]

I had one a few nights ago. I was in my normal "veryunhappybutactinghyperasusual" mood and so I decided to ring my friend up and I was shaking and acting all weird on the phone so yeah.

 

[Wolfy_want_cookie]

Im having them more often now, just a little advice, dwelling in the past NEVER helps mental breakdowns.

 

[midjet]

my brother called me unfit, no i am not chubby, I am slim. And yes that was one. He went on about it and started telling everyone.

 

[appledotango]

I remember my last two major breakdowns very clearly.

On April 1st of last year, I went to school and I was all gloomy. April 1st was my grandpa's birthday, and that day is usually pretty hard for me. I got to school and my friend (J) wouldn't tell me something. She was crying and I later found out that her grandma passed away that morning. This reminded me of my grandpa, so I almost started crying. J ame up to me and said, "You have no right to be crying right now! Did your grandma die today! NO!" I got very upset about this and on my way to lunch, I broke down crying. At the end of the school day, J came up to me and apologized because she didn't know.

The second one happened last ummer. I have autophobia, which is the fear of being alone. I don't know what triggered it, but I had a sort of panic attack. I was crying and freaking out. My friend was texting me at the time, so he called me and talked to me until calmed down.

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[x.Roller-//-Coasters.x]

I recently had one. I don't really feel like talking about it though. Maybe later.

 

[ParamoreLayla]

Far, far too many

I had one at 3 am last night.

 

[paislypuppy]

i typically keep my emotions inside for awhile, and periodically i'll just cry to myself. ;-; when i'm alone, though. also, if i think a friend is mad at me (or if they make it obvious/yell at me) then i just start crying, be it at school or anywhere. Especially when i was in sixth grade, the littlest things would make me cry, like if my friend was working with someone else for a school project. Not so much anymore, though.

 

[Squidward is Cool]

I had a bunch of breakdowns around people. I was known as "the quiet girl that always cries."

A bad one was on St. Patrick's Day. Every year my mom gives us chocolate coins, and this year I brought some to school to hand out to friends. In one class (where the guy I used to like was in) and I was like "Want one? Bother me during lunch." And they were into it. So I went off to lunch merry. I mean, I had wonderful plans to give my friends (and the guy I liked) some chocolate, talk to them, and get closer to them. Why wouldn't I be happy? Then, one of my stupid teachers thought it was the perfect time to yell at me for everything terrible I have done (which all of it was stupid). So, when I got to my lunch table I had a mental breakdown. It caught the attention of a creepy teacher, made me look dumb, got me shoved in the psychologist's office for 30 minutes, and worst of all my plans were destroyed (happy part was that they were only delayed by a day).

The second one of the year I had was just as bad. I was in gym class, I was feeling terrible (bad time last class thanks to another teacher enemy), and almost all of my friends in that class had hated me. I eventually was feeling so terrible that I just camped out in the bathroom until it was over, then went to the psychologist's office just so I didn't have to go to the next class.

But yeah, last year was terrible and I've had a bunch of mental breakdowns.