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Name: Aisling Smith
Age: 18 Years, 3 months, 2 days. (She's very anal about keeping track of exactly how old she is.)
Gender: Female
Appearence: Aisling used to be very pretty girl. However, as her condition got worse, her illness hid the prettiness. She is not a "beautiful speshul snowflake", nor does she care about being one. She has black hair that is kept in a pixie cut (that was not of her choice, it was done so it would be harder for her to pull her hair out). Her skin is pale from avoidance of going outside, and it seems a bit pasty and sickly looking. She's extremely thin, and her weight is at an unhealthy low. Her eyes are probably her only redeeming feature, a dark shade of gray. However, she has bags under her eyes, so it detracts from any normalcy her looks could have a chance of achieving. When it comes to clothes, she has a collection of dresses that look like they're from the forties, with full-ish skirts and tighter bodices. That's the only concern she has about her looks, which is a really weird contrast to her physical appearance. She's very short, only about 5' 3", and is sometimes mistaken as a young teenager, and not an adult.
Personality: Aisling is very soft spoken, feeling that it's better to be quiet and be thought a fool, than to speak and remove all doubt. When she says something, it is well thought out, and usually has some other meaning tacked on to what others hear. She is pretty nice, but can easily become aggravated, at which point she sulks and avoids everyone, crying in silence. When she is in a good mood, however, she has a soft smile on her face occasionally, and is more open to people. During the night, however, she becomes an emotional mess, crying and shrieking from her fears and her nightmares. She hates confrontation, and avoids it as much as possible. She's a very submissive girl, with very low self esteem. She'll do anything to make other people happy, putting aside her own self interest. She makes herself a welcome mat for anybody, really, and lets them wipe their feet all over her (metaphorically speaking).
History: Aisling is actually from New York City, where she had a career as a child actress on Broadway. Her mother, who raised her alone, pushed her to be a pageant girl, a perfect little actress and singer, and eventually into modeling. Aisling's father had been a guitarist in a rock back, while her mother was one of his backup singers. He wasn't what people would call a "good guy", and he abused drugs and alcohol whenever he had the chance. When Aisling's mother found out she was "knocked up", she tried to keep it a secret from everyone. But people noticed her rounding belly, and she was kicked out of the tour. She had Aisling in a dirty motel room, and vowed that, no matter what, she would make her daughter's life amazing. Aisling's dad was around for the first year, but then he just vanished into thin air.
Aisling's mom got a steady job, and began sending her little girl to talent agencies and auditions. Eventually, she was propelled into the lights of Broadway- and at a young age, she loved it! But as years went by, it became tedious, and she couldn't stand not having a choice. When she was a freshman in high school, she started going to a normal school, and thought that maybe the hard times were over. But then her mom pushed her into pageants, and then modeling. Her body was criticized, she was criticized, and had no control of her life. She began to believe she wasn't strong enough to go out into the real world, and began hiding away from everything and everyone-- especially her mother. She began self harm in private, and eventually tried to jump from the balcony of her apartment. Her mother, afraid for the success of her daughter's career, sent her to the boarding school.
What's wrong with them?: Aisling has full blown Panic Disorder, as well as depression. She also suffers from a severe case of Agoraphobia-- the fear of leaving her house. She also is claustrophobic.
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