Well, I'm pretty depressed... I mean, I haven't really been "diagnosed" with depression or given any medicine, or told so by my psychiatrist. My dad moved to California a few weeks ago. My parents were divorced for a few years first, but they at least got along. I used to see my dad every other weekend. Now I'm probably only going to see him during school breaks...
My mom and stepdad don't get along. They fight a lot, mostly at night. I've also had some bad insomnia. I fall asleep at around 1 a.m. and wake up at around 9:30 a.m.
I had to go through a LOT of harrassment at the school I just went to this past year (6th grade, I'm going into 7th this school year). The 6th grade school (Let's call it school W) was part Catholic, but they let non-Catholic students in. My classmates tried to convert me CONSTANTLY. I was always getting asked why I wasn't like them, and they always tried to tell me that I should convert. I got a lot of "You're going to Hell" (No, it's not a bad word. It's only bad if you use it like "What the he**?" since it's an actual religious location), "You'll become a better person if you convert," and a LOT of discrimination. I actually found a girl who wasn't Catholic in the 7th grade who went to the school that I went to before school W (school G). (School timeline: SchoolG->schoolW->schoolG) I had a lot of trouble with the homework, too. I was bored because the work was too easy, but no one seemed to understand that. I would try to explain it to teachers, but they refused to give me harder work (even though at the beginning of the year the school promised to give me harder work if I needed it). The kids made fun of me for it, too. They would ask what grades I was getting, I would say "I don't know, C's and B's?" and they would say "Oh, I thought you were smart, why aren't you getting straight A's then? I thought the work was easy!" and stuff... Grades really don't mean you're smart or dumb. You could be a straight A student but kind of slow, and vice versa. I'm not saying that's always true, but it can be. This one girl overheard me asking the Language Arts teacher for harder spelling words on the spelling tests and harder work, and the teacher said she'd think about it. So I walked away from the desk and the girl started saying (in a really mean voice) "Oh, I'm tamakitty (name replaced with username), I need harder work because I think I'm better and smarter than everyone! Blah blah blah!" and it made me really upset. I almost cried, and she just kinda went "Uh!" (that weird noise that people snub each other with) and walked away. The only person who understood me was that girl in the 7th grade.
Math was a whole different story. My strong points are more math and English things, not artsy or physical things. I was doing all the problems in my head and not putting things on paper, so the teacher took points off for it. I tried putting everything on paper, but when I did, I got the wrong answer. So I just wrote down the equation and did the problem in my head, and she took points off for not doing the thing her way. I was used to being able to do things your own way, as long as you got the same answer and didn't just use a calculator. So I tried to do it her way, (and I guess you could only do it on paper and show the actual equation) but I kept getting everything wrong, so either way I would lose points. I tried asking her for harder work (We did circumferences that year, I did circumferences for the first time in 2nd grade), but she gave me a lecture on "Math isn't just the right answer, it's accuracy, and blah blah blah." I kind of tuned that out.
What was hard for me was that whenever I got work that was too easy, or the teacher was starting a subject that I already learned, I just tuned it all out. I also started passing notes and talking in the middle of class, so that got me in trouble a few times. That was probably the thing that impacted my behavior the most the past school year and now.
Sorry about the long post, I just needed to vent. :3
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