Sometimes I wish I could just walk down the street and find 1 million dollars that someone left there just for me. Of all the things I could get, I would probably get a therapist. I know that I am messsed up, though I won't pretend to be this bleedig heart, 'My life sucks even though I have no problems' person. I know I have life relatively easy. But I need someone to talk to. Jst get things of my mind. I just know that I would be more pleasant if I could live peacefully with my inner demons. When I told my parents I was a lesbian, they told me ,"I don't think you know what you're talking about." Geez. Do you know what that feels like? Lousy. D*** lousy. I just don't have the funding, because I can't ask my parents to get it for me, and no one will give me a job because I'm that non-religous lesbian wench. Any suggestions on saving up enough to sort outmy inner demons? Anything is helpful.