tamtamkitty07
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She's still here, I know it. She's lieing to me, she's playing a joke on me, this is all a dream, well more like a nightmare... I couldn't stop crying, my thoughts and troubles were drowning me, I couldn't take this anymore. First my mom and now my bestfriend, this is just stupid... Why was I being punished??
"Calm down Sudri..." said Kimmy, and she was crying too, we all were. "Things like this happen..." she said and she wiped a tear from her face. She carried me up to her room and she put me in my box as she went under her covers, crying non stop. Kimmy probably felt the same way I did, frusterated, angry, alone, all these emotions mixed in one. I never wanted to do anything ever again. I just wanted to drown in my thoughts and fears and let them take over...
The next day was Keisha's funeral, and for me it was also Mayla's. Even though she wasn't buried with her owner, I still knew that this was a cerimony for her too, and no one could deny it. That day was cold and dark, it looked like it was going to rain. I guess the world was sad and upset too.
People were crying as a man spoke about how young Keisha was and how Tanya was a great mother. In my head I thought of all the good time Mayla and I had, giving presents, playing games, telling secrets, everything a best friend would do.
Everything was silent as we all walked past the 2 laying bodies in the coffin. Keisha was a nice girl and her mother was probably nice too.
We went back home in the car, and everyone was silent. Kimmy had tears down her face as she stared ahead. I wanted to say something to her to make her happy but I couldn't. Her mom was trying to make small talk to take her mind off of the funeral, but I was pretty sure it wasn't working. Nothing cheers anyone up when you have lost someone specail to you, and I should know.
I stayed in my box for a day or two. Kimmy didn't go to school because of depression, so we stayed home. She did nothing and neither did I. We both refused to eat and all we did was think about everything. Then I realized, why the heck am I being so down? Mayla wouldn't want this! She would want me to be happy, not sad. Like Kimmy said, things like this do happen, I had to lighten up. She was still with me just like my mom was, so I had nothing to fear. She was never gone in the first place.
That was the day I changed my attitude. I was going to be happy and postive.
Thank you Mayla, for showing me your still there...
(Stay tuned for Chapter 7!!)
"Calm down Sudri..." said Kimmy, and she was crying too, we all were. "Things like this happen..." she said and she wiped a tear from her face. She carried me up to her room and she put me in my box as she went under her covers, crying non stop. Kimmy probably felt the same way I did, frusterated, angry, alone, all these emotions mixed in one. I never wanted to do anything ever again. I just wanted to drown in my thoughts and fears and let them take over...
The next day was Keisha's funeral, and for me it was also Mayla's. Even though she wasn't buried with her owner, I still knew that this was a cerimony for her too, and no one could deny it. That day was cold and dark, it looked like it was going to rain. I guess the world was sad and upset too.
People were crying as a man spoke about how young Keisha was and how Tanya was a great mother. In my head I thought of all the good time Mayla and I had, giving presents, playing games, telling secrets, everything a best friend would do.
Everything was silent as we all walked past the 2 laying bodies in the coffin. Keisha was a nice girl and her mother was probably nice too.
We went back home in the car, and everyone was silent. Kimmy had tears down her face as she stared ahead. I wanted to say something to her to make her happy but I couldn't. Her mom was trying to make small talk to take her mind off of the funeral, but I was pretty sure it wasn't working. Nothing cheers anyone up when you have lost someone specail to you, and I should know.
I stayed in my box for a day or two. Kimmy didn't go to school because of depression, so we stayed home. She did nothing and neither did I. We both refused to eat and all we did was think about everything. Then I realized, why the heck am I being so down? Mayla wouldn't want this! She would want me to be happy, not sad. Like Kimmy said, things like this do happen, I had to lighten up. She was still with me just like my mom was, so I had nothing to fear. She was never gone in the first place.
That was the day I changed my attitude. I was going to be happy and postive.
Thank you Mayla, for showing me your still there...
(Stay tuned for Chapter 7!!)
