Aww... *Pats you on your shoulder*
I loved my dog. Had him since I was like 5 years old... I had to help carry him to the vet... Then my dad carried him into the vet room. He was put to sleep.... I cried for days. The same year, my cat was dieing of kidney failure.... Before my dog died.
So, I know the feeling. Just let it all out. Then remember all the good times... That is the best you can do.